I don't want to die alone with more regrets than happy memories. I don't want to feel I didn't strive to challenge myself in my career and do something that I feel good about. I don't want to live in poverty, with chronic health conditions. I want to have a good work life balance, and travel, make experiences at every opportunity.
So far, very few of those are going my way lol. But I'm working on it. Going back to school, working on my CS major. I enjoy what I can do with it, I like solving problems, watching everything come together on personal projects. But I don't really enjoy programming itself necessarily. I will learn new languages on the side, like I'm working with some new frameworks and python to get a head start on it. And trying to keep up in Jquery/Javascript as well. But I don't feel driven to do so. I'm a maker, its why I started in the Arts, and wanted to do Industrial design a while back. I'm three years into CS now and doing really well. But, damn, if I don't feel like I should have goon mechanical engineering sometimes.