How good is a hypothetical is 90% of the conversation is going to be pushback and then the pushback against the pushback?
This is a complicated issue for me. I'm a big black guy, so there's an advantage to that people just don't wanna fuck with you. For the longest time I unaware of how smaller women had like safety circles where they would have to call their friends after a certain time of night, just so they know they're safe. I had the privilege of not having to think about that.
But a lot of times, it don't feel like a privilege. I had the cops called on me for walking around the wrong(read: white) neighborhood late at night. I've had women do a fuckin 180 on the sidewalk when I was walking towards her. I've lost count how many clutched purses and locked car doors I've experienced just because I dared to exist in the same space as them. It makes you feel unwanted, like a mistake, that because of the color of my skin people will assume certain negative characteristics about you.
It fuckin sucks, frankly. I've been taught to never look suspicious, to not wear certain clothes, to not cause a scene cuz you don't want the police involved. I spent my whole life trying to make myself nice and friendly and unobtrusive to everybody, because In America a black man has to. And so no, when I read "maybe you should just stay inside, or disappear entirely", my first reaction ain't gonna be too understanding. I got just as much right to exist as anybody, lady.