So I had a rough childhood and grew up mostly having to fend for myself and as a result I think that affected me greatly.
I never really care to be around anyone, I'm not concerned with others well being, and I believe I could live alone and be 99% content ( I do enjoy engaging in discussion, but I could take it or leave it)
If I'm around someone I love them in that time but give them 0 thought if not in my presence.
Dark humor is often just humor to me. I feel like I feel things in a way that completely foreign to what's the norm.
I know I know, seek help/therapist. But I have. Nothing in me changed and I didn't receive any insight into what might be wrong with me sadly or if it's fixable. I think I'd like to have feelings but I just don't work that way, if it makes sense. I never feel anything.
Sorry for the rant, I've never told anyone this but have always wanted to, without being called a selfish prick.
I never really care to be around anyone, I'm not concerned with others well being, and I believe I could live alone and be 99% content ( I do enjoy engaging in discussion, but I could take it or leave it)
If I'm around someone I love them in that time but give them 0 thought if not in my presence.
Dark humor is often just humor to me. I feel like I feel things in a way that completely foreign to what's the norm.
I know I know, seek help/therapist. But I have. Nothing in me changed and I didn't receive any insight into what might be wrong with me sadly or if it's fixable. I think I'd like to have feelings but I just don't work that way, if it makes sense. I never feel anything.
Sorry for the rant, I've never told anyone this but have always wanted to, without being called a selfish prick.