Okay. You know what. Confession time.
Yesterday, the entire day & at work, I just felt like crap. Even worse during work. For some reason, near the end of my shift, I just had the sudden urge to tell my friends "hey, thanks for being my friend" and I wanted to make a post about how much it means to me that you guys are willing to put up with all my stupid jokes & posts that I make after all these years and that I have a group to just take my mind off the world while getting to watch some anime, both ones I look forward to & others I was merely watching just because it was with you guys. This group is half the reason why I bother checking out certain shows, because you guys make it fun.
Now, it feels like because of my work situation & each time they change the line-up, I'm being pulled further away from this group, despite coming in here daily, and now on top of HxH, I have to watch Jojo by myself and it's just gonna remind me I couldn't be there to join in on the fun, especially when that was the single show I looked forward to seeing reactions. I had numerous avatars planned when the show was confirmed for god's sake, that's how excited I was.
I'm not mad at Jojo for being at 3, I'm mad that I can't experience it with my friends.
*sigh*
Goddamn it.