You've spent all day criticizing the malus lynch, but that's the one lynch you want to happen. That's the one that would give scum the most leeway.People should vote you, yes
Real stand does not equal voting for for the majority no matter how much you keep trying to shoehorn that in all of a sudden.
It really sucks to be in that position. You can't vote for the one lynch you want because that'd reveal your true intentions.
Your only choice, therefore, is to hold back and watch, hoping for the best.
You're holding out hope that people like Blarg flip around once again and kill malus after all.
You don't want to vote Fandorin because that would be the end of that easy path for you, and tomorrow people would reassess everything, including you.
Voting Fandorin could end up signaling the complete end of the malus train. That's why you didn't do it.