This is exactly the kind of game I wish was on gamepass, or pay per hour, or something where there you're super interested but worried about it being unapproachable.
I kinda feel like if you are going to buy this, you should do so committing that you are going to spend the time on it and push through, giving it every effort to push through the frustration and give yourself a chance to get better at the controls.
I think paying per hour would just put additional pressure on it and it would be self-fulfilling that you would drop it early. I'm apprehensive too about the difficulty, but I'd rather have the money already invested and unlimited time to practice and get better as opposed to having an hourly rate hanging over my head. Gamepass though would be fine.