I work in the restaurant industry. At a place where a previous worker already committed suicide.
I'm terrified everyday I go into work. I'm terrified to do the job. I've made this clear to management. I have symptoms similar to ptsd from years of working in very scary environments.
I was attempting to get an education. I fought for twelve long years to be able to find a job that allowed me to go to school.
Well, I'm going to lose my job.
I live paycheck to paycheck. I made a vow if I was homeless again I would kill myself. I'm 28.
Due to a very difficult life and several suicide attempts already I'm not really afraid anymore.
I'm going to go to the George Washington bridge and jump.
I have a therapist, a psychiatrist, and a counselor. So people can't say I didn't try.
I wrote a book I hope to post the day before I attempt.
If there was some alternate means, of taking out huge loans to fund education or military service I would take them.
I always come to this choice of suicide or an incredibly miserable life. Like I either have to be homeless or I have to fight for my life everyday at work.
I'm very tired. I have a little brother I'll be sad to leave, but I can't continue to fight anymore, to only experience suffering.
I managed one semester of school.
Community College, I took five classes and got five a's while working part time. I'm proud of that, but it's all I had left you know.
I'm terrified everyday I go into work. I'm terrified to do the job. I've made this clear to management. I have symptoms similar to ptsd from years of working in very scary environments.
I was attempting to get an education. I fought for twelve long years to be able to find a job that allowed me to go to school.
Well, I'm going to lose my job.
I live paycheck to paycheck. I made a vow if I was homeless again I would kill myself. I'm 28.
Due to a very difficult life and several suicide attempts already I'm not really afraid anymore.
I'm going to go to the George Washington bridge and jump.
I have a therapist, a psychiatrist, and a counselor. So people can't say I didn't try.
I wrote a book I hope to post the day before I attempt.
If there was some alternate means, of taking out huge loans to fund education or military service I would take them.
I always come to this choice of suicide or an incredibly miserable life. Like I either have to be homeless or I have to fight for my life everyday at work.
I'm very tired. I have a little brother I'll be sad to leave, but I can't continue to fight anymore, to only experience suffering.
I managed one semester of school.
Community College, I took five classes and got five a's while working part time. I'm proud of that, but it's all I had left you know.