I spent the past half hour typing up a hundred responses basically trying to say this. Thanks.I had this chat with a family member a few years ago (when I feeling a little suicidal). My view is--yes it's kinda selfish. But expecting someone to live for you, is also selfish.
Unless you yourself suffer from depression you cannot imagine what its like. You no longer think rationally. Being happy is not a choice. You think I wake up depressed on purpose? That I like feeling that way?
Its not selfish because you can't control it.
I empathize with the mental aspect of it, I really do.
But the actual act of suicide is an extremely selfish act. There is no getting around it. (IMO, I suppose)
A person can still make selfish acts even under great emotional and mental instability.
I really don't want to get in a fight with people who suffer from depression, I think it really is a matter of semantics.
A very poor analogy but I will use it anyways...a guy whose paranoid delusions tells him to kill that young girl cause she's a demon...how we want to describe the act from his POV in criminal or social terms, that's gonna change over time. But at the end of the day, the girl was murdered. No matter what disease he had that made him think the way he did will change that.
Again, I don't want to get tripped up in arguing wording...suicide and depression are problems society needs to address better and handle. But the act is indeed a selfish one.
If he knew Bourdain and was friends with him, that's fine to have that reaction, that said I don't think Facebook is really the platform to share that type of thing on. Be angry if you want but putting it out there on Facebook isn't doing any favors to his family.
I edited my post. Its not something I wanna argue over. You either get it or you don't.
You are just seeing it as you do from your angle as an onlooker and I am seeing it from my angle as someone who suffers from it myself. Its just not something one can debate calmly or rationally given the extreme emotional distance between the 2 viewpoints. I reacted as emotionally as I did given that I myself suffer from depression, but also I was a very big admirer of Anthony Bourdain. I didn't like the idea of anyone putting that kind of label on him given the context.Yea I came to that conclusion too when I was writing my last post...so I will bow out of this discussion cause, you are right...someone arguing the semantics side against someone arguing a personal emotional side, not worth it.
Didn't read your post before you edited, but I just want to say even though it is ultimately a selfish act, I totally get why labeling it as such would cause many people to dismiss suicidal depression, and not be understanding of how real an issue it is for those who have it. So I understand the push back of not wanting people to call it a selfish act cause they probably aren't looking any deeper than that.
It's technically understandable, but absolutely misplaced and doesn't help anyone. Depression is a physical disease that sometimes causes death. You would never blame someone with cancer or a heart disease or a brain hemorrhage of being selfish because they died.
No, but you would be mad at a cancer patient that dies without treatment because they refuse western medicine. That would be the equivalent.
No, but you would be mad at a cancer patient that dies without treatment because they refuse western medicine. That would be the equivalent.
This is what really grieves me. As someone who battles Bipolar II, I can say with no uncertainty that suicidal ideation exists in a mindframe that is not thinking rationally. This is the disease. People who claim suicide as selfish need to understand that this makes no sense to the suicidal. At least for me, in proximity to severe danger to myself by myself, morality and reason goes out the window. It's a non-factor, not because I don't care about those things, but because there's a serious mindfuck at play that relegates them irrelevant. Not due to apathy, in my case at least, the entire way my thinking changes. It's terrifying because the foundation of thought's ripped out from underneath my feet.Fucked up. Rational thought is taken over when you have mental health problems. You may know shit is wrong but you can't stop it.im sure he tried his best to fight it
People that are jumping on Kilmer lack empathy.
Let him grieve for a bit.
How so? Why is it harmful?On one hand he's processing his grief.
On the other, it's continuing the harmful "Suicide is selfish" narrative.
Sucks all around.
Why do so many people make someone else's suicide about themselves? It's not about you, Val.
Depression is an illness.
If two people had the same kind of cancer and one survived while the other died, would it be fair for the survivor to say that the deceased was selfish? That he didn't fight hard enough to survive? No. And so it is with depression. Some people fight and make it, but their personal experience doesn't give them them the authority to judge those who lost the battle against depression.
I can't speak as to Mr. Bourdain's personal battle with depression. That was something only he knew about. He died, and it is sad, but it is no time for others to act smug and judgmental. Congrats on you for overcoming your troubles. Don't be a dick.
I just read it I wouldn't say he called him out but more so deeply upset at him not considering his options and I take Val Kilmers post as he really did care about him