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Truner

Member
Oct 27, 2017
230
Hungary
User Banned (1 Month): Making light of sexual assault and prison violence; account still in junior phase.
I like your mentality, OP.

Destroy the guy once he is caught. Make sure his holes are several times larger by the time he's out of jail.

Also good luck getting your stuff back, since you already have some of it, there's a chance they might find the rest too. Don't lose hope.
 

cooldawn

Member
Oct 28, 2017
2,445
Sorry to hear about this fella.

I wouldn't try to get revenge though, that would make things worse and closure seem much further away. When the police arrive give them all the relevant information they need to pin down the culprit lawfully. Hopefully you'll get all your belongings back too.
 

Buddy

Member
Oct 25, 2017
1,295
Germany
Sorry to hear that dude. I would be devastated :(

I have a Rottweiler guarding my home when I'm at work...he is very protective when I'm not around so everyone who will break into my home is in for a bad surprise...
 

Karlinel

Prophet of Truth
Banned
Nov 10, 2017
7,826
Mallorca, Spain
It's gone. All gone.

All of my gaming consoles, games, accessories. Gone.

PS4 Pro, Xbox One, Nintendo Switch, Wii U, Xbox 360 S and my original, 60 GB PS3...fucking GONE. They left the Wii, of all things.

The miserable fucks took my watches and multiple pairs of headphones too. Checkbooks and SSN card and passport are fine. No clothing seems to be missing. No damage to anything either.

Called the police, they are on their way. Property manager is also aware. Just finished locking down my PSN account. Gotta talk to Nintendo and Microsoft.

I just don't even know how to react. Got home after a 10 hour shift to this...

Whoever did this can die slow in a fire.
Im sorry for your loss, but (and I can't emphasize enough) be glad you were not at home and at risk. I've seen several house intrusions that were for robbery and shit escalated badly. At least your landlord will have you insured...I hope.
Hugs and try to be positive!
 

Kwigo

Avenger
Oct 27, 2017
8,027
This person invaded my home. Invaded my privacy. Invaded my one safe space in the world. A place I work very hard to maintain. It's beyond just stealing gaming crap. It's the biggest "fuck you" someone could give me.

So if he's caught, in return, I'll fuck him 10 times harder. All through legal and legitimate means. I'll make sure that the system and law deals with him to the extent in which he deserves.
Go fuck him up (legally and legit), OP.
I understand completely how you feel. Make his life miserable, I'm 100% behind you.
 
Oct 31, 2017
133
All I can think about is that coming home will never be the same for a while.

I have to come to home to basically nothing... Nothing to do. Nothing to help escape. Nothing to help erase yet another day at work and another day solving other, feeble minded people's problems.

I live alone. I don't ever go out. I don't have any friends. I come home, play games or use some kind of video/ streaming service until I inevitably fall asleep and crawl to bed. Rinse sand repeat.

I once took pride in my little corner of the world. Nothing fancy. Nothing that special. Just my little corner, for me. Maybe I wasn't necessarily happy. But it kept me sane. Kept me stable. Just enough to continue being a functional member of society and not totally lose my mind.

I just dread, after working 10 hours a day or so, coming home to basically nothing. Nothing but a my phone and an old PC that ain't worth a fuck.

I make just enough to keep my head above water, but not enough to really do anything else. There isn't much to do or anyone to do things with anyway.

And this is on top of all the other feelings and emotions too. The obvious ones. I still can't believe it. I haven't cried. I haven't yelled. I've just sat here in total disbelief. It still hasn't registered.

12 years of hard work, money, memories and my hobby, just gone. Taken by a dreg of society. Someone who has no regard for others. I know who it is too. This will certainly effect me permanently and forever change how I look at others. Sure, there are good people, but very few actual GOOD people.

I don't even know where I'm going with this. As my dad would say, it's all mental masturbation and stream of consciousness bullshit (he hates social media and internet forums). I just need to vent I guess.

I just can't believe this shit. I just want this to be a bad dream and wake up. Yeah, it could be way worse. I know. But I don't need this. I'm barely hanging on to life and sanity as is. I don't deserve this. All I ask is to be left alone in peace and this is what the universe does. How rich...

Such a sad state of affair, you do get attached to things in the end.
All those memories, all the hard work it must have took you to afford those things.
I think that's the lesson we can take away in the end. Don't get attached to things and stuff.
But ofcourse that's easier said than done.
So much depression, violence and self masturbation going in society, Sometimes a proper gateway game, book or show is what you need to escape from the sad reality.

Try not to get attached to things mate, you still have your life, a roof over your head and plenty food to fill your belly.
That's enough for now. Like all things it will pass, stay strong, one day at a time.
 

TSOLfan

Member
Oct 27, 2017
39
There
I can't imagine losing my home. As in absolutely everything. I'd just say fuck it and blow my brains out at that point. Holy shit. I don't know what I would do. I'd literally go insane.

About 10 years ago, I lost my entire gaming collection to a house fire, 25 years worth of collecting from the Odyssey 2 my dad got my brother and I when I was 5 up through my 360 collection I was building and everything in between. Some great memories attached to those pickups as well, from the Mortal Kombat II for SNES that I had to get my older cousin pick up because I was 15 and he was 17 and the Toys R' Us employee was enforcing the label on the game, and things like my Snatcher for Sega CD I picked up from a local game store used for $15, or my copies of Shining Force III and Panzer Dragoon Saga for Saturn I purchased from Babbages as the Saturn was going out in style, and the Dreamcast games I had to selectively purchase, because I was a poor college student and it was either a new game or groceries. And then my post-college pick ups to fill the gaps in my "best of" collections, games I had read about in Nintendo Power or EGM and had always wanted to pick up but didn't couldn't at the time.

In my case, insurance gave me a check for 50% of the value of everything I provided a list of and current resale prices. I was able to recover the other 50% if I provided receipts of whatever I re-purchased. And I had 2 years before time was up on recovering the remaining 50% value.

And that's where things got frustrating, trying to rebuild a sizable collection game by game that was built slowly as systems were current or on their way out (Saturn Netlink Game Packs for 1 penny at Toys R Us, bought enough for all my friends so we could Netlink Virtual On), now having to fight eBay and lose over and over for the games I was interested in picking back up. That's when I gave up trying to rebuild the collection that I had. That's where you'll probably go insane, as that's about where I did.

I eventually gave up and just started buying "game lots" on eBay that I could find deals on, and doing that over and over until I hit the total value I attributed to my collection, and then sorted through duplicates, flipped those on eBay and then used those funds to go after some of the harder to find titles that weren't in the lots I was picking up. That's when I started to drive my wife insane with my alarm always going off on my phone to remind me of eBay auctions about to end.

At the end of the day, and after spending way more than I had intended, I ended up with way more than I originally started with.

Then I went totally insane and decided to scan nearly everything, which was definitely probably some sort of PTSD triggered behavior, though that was fairly cathartic:

http://www.ratigators.com/

Sucks that you have to go through this, I wish you the best of luck in rebuilding your own collection, try to remember it's just stuff at the end of the day, hang out with friends in person or online to try and stay sane in dealing with everything:

 

ParanoidRED

Banned
Nov 2, 2017
2,931
Rooting for you OP, feeling unsafe and violated in your own home is one of the worst feelings you can have

Thieves are fuckin scum
 

LookAtMeGo

Member
Oct 25, 2017
7,136
a parallel universe
If you live around Victoria, BC, you can come play games with me some time.
I do!

Thats shitty OP. I got my car broken into last night. Not as fucked up as your situation and only some clothes got stolen out of my trunk but I was still livid as fuck. People goin through your shit and taking it makes you feel violated and angry as fuck.

Hope you can somehow get your shit back man. Fucking thieves man. Pieces if shit.
 

Bold One

Banned
Oct 30, 2017
18,911
I do!

Thats shitty OP. I got my car broken into last night. Not as fucked up as your situation and only some clothes got stolen out of my trunk but I was still livid as fuck. People goin through your shit and taking it makes you feel violated and angry as fuck.

Hope you can somehow get your shit back man. Fucking thieves man. Pieces if shit.
Dafuq is this crime wave?
 

Van Bur3n

Avenger
Oct 27, 2017
26,089
Fucking blows, PXG. I'd probably be as distraught as you are.

I'd say it's time to invest into a very big dog.

Ehhm, ok. I understand your anger and that dude probably deserves a good slap in the face.
But after all hes just a thief and not a mass murderer..

An easy score here, boys. Shit this guy might just give you his stuff on his own free will.
 
OP
OP
-PXG-

-PXG-

Banned
Oct 25, 2017
6,186
NJ
Being a gaming enthusiast site, all of you understand.

My games are more than just material items. More than just expensive toys that I busted my ass to afford. They're memories. They're a means to escape and temporarily forget the troubles and monotony of reality.

For instance, I play Destiny 2. I play A LOT of Destiny 2. I have a lot of online friends, none of which know in person or live anywhere close to. That social interaction has now been severed. So that means no raids, no nightfalls, no Gambit, no PvP, no clanmates or friends at all until...who knows. Thank goodness I'm mostly "done" too. I just hope I don't miss any new secret discovery. I pride myself and work very hard in-game to be among the first to have or do whatever new thing(s) come out. I seriously don't wanna be left behind or have to catch up.

Destiny is basically my only social outlet besides work and seeing my parents once a week for dinner. So now, I dread coming back to a (violated) home that is virtually empty. No means to connect. No means to share my hobby and love for a game and community I love. No Red Dead Redemption 2 either. So all of the initial hype and neat little discoveries will likely be spoiled too. I'll get to play it, eventually. But it won't be the same.

My point is that for the time being, my life is literally going to be working, eating and sleeping. I already have no social life and barely make enough money to survive. Now I'm reduced to basically no means to take my mind off anything. No means to give myself a semblance of illusion of happiness and social connection with others. So after working all day, there's nothing to look forward to. I won't look forward to coming home, the one place where I'm supposed to feel safe. The one place I can relax and pursue what I want, even if it's just a little. That little bit was taken away.
 

Klyka

Member
Oct 25, 2017
18,423
Germany
Being a gaming enthusiast site, all of you understand.

My games are more than just material items. More than just expensive toys that I busted my ass to afford. They're memories. They're a means to escape and temporarily forget the troubles and monotony of reality.

For instance, I play Destiny 2. I play A LOT of Destiny 2. I have a lot of online friends, none of which know in person or live anywhere close to. That social interaction has now been severed. So that means no raids, no nightfalls, no Gambit, no PvP, no clanmates or friends at all until...who knows. Thank goodness I'm mostly "done" too. I just hope I don't miss any new secret discovery. I pride myself and work very hard in-game to be among the first to have or do whatever new thing(s) come out. I seriously don't wanna be left behind or have to catch up.

Destiny is basically my only social outlet besides work and seeing my parents once a week for dinner. So now, I dread coming back to a (violated) home that is virtually empty. No means to connect. No means to share my hobby and love for a game and community I love. No Red Dead Redemption 2 either. So all of the initial hype and neat little discoveries will likely be spoiled too. I'll get to play it, eventually. But it won't be the same.

My point is that for the time being, my life is literally going to be working, eating and sleeping. I already have no social life and barely make enough money to survive. Now I'm reduced to basically no means to take my mind off anything. No means to give myself a semblance of illusion of happiness and social connection with others. So after working all day, there's nothing to look forward to. I won't look forward to coming home, the one place where I'm supposed to feel safe. The one place I can relax and pursue what I want, even if it's just a little. That little bit was taken away.
That's uh....that's pretty harsh man. I do understand it though.
Maybe use this time now to try out something new that you normally wouldn't be trying?
 

Anddo

Member
Oct 28, 2017
2,854
Being a gaming enthusiast site, all of you understand.

My games are more than just material items. More than just expensive toys that I busted my ass to afford. They're memories. They're a means to escape and temporarily forget the troubles and monotony of reality.

For instance, I play Destiny 2. I play A LOT of Destiny 2. I have a lot of online friends, none of which know in person or live anywhere close to. That social interaction has now been severed. So that means no raids, no nightfalls, no Gambit, no PvP, no clanmates or friends at all until...who knows. Thank goodness I'm mostly "done" too. I just hope I don't miss any new secret discovery. I pride myself and work very hard in-game to be among the first to have or do whatever new thing(s) come out. I seriously don't wanna be left behind or have to catch up.

Destiny is basically my only social outlet besides work and seeing my parents once a week for dinner. So now, I dread coming back to a (violated) home that is virtually empty. No means to connect. No means to share my hobby and love for a game and community I love. No Red Dead Redemption 2 either. So all of the initial hype and neat little discoveries will likely be spoiled too. I'll get to play it, eventually. But it won't be the same.

My point is that for the time being, my life is literally going to be working, eating and sleeping. I already have no social life and barely make enough money to survive. Now I'm reduced to basically no means to take my mind off anything. No means to give myself a semblance of illusion of happiness and social connection with others. So after working all day, there's nothing to look forward to. I won't look forward to coming home, the one place where I'm supposed to feel safe. The one place I can relax and pursue what I want, even if it's just a little. That little bit was taken away.

This really hits home.

Sorry man. I hope this gets resolved in a favorable manner.
 

Jonneh

Good Vibes Gaming
Verified
Oct 24, 2017
4,538
UK
Awful :/ My family house was robbed when I was 13 and they took everything from me too
 

Deleted member 10273

User requested account closure
Banned
Oct 27, 2017
343
I know who did this. Some asshole "kid" who recently got kicked out. I've had two packages stolen by this guy too. Other tenants have had mail stolen too. I confronted his parents and they claim they know nothing. Bullshit. Property manager is livid and promised me he's throwing them out ASAP.

Still waiting on cops to show up (told in middle of shift swap so it would be a bit)

Lived here for over 5 years without any issues until this asshole showed up. I will personally go out of my way to fuck his life up. He picked the right one, boy.

I'm just so beyond angry, sad and just shocked.

Really sorry this happened to you. I can't even imagine how much that must suck.

If you're 100% sure it was this kid don't do anything until you have your stuff back at least.
 

Booker.DeWitt

Member
Oct 25, 2017
2,844
I immediately changed my passwords and safe guarded my accounts. As of right now, they're fine.

If anything happened to my PS4 account, I'd fucking die. 11 years worth of digital purchases, plus...DESTINY. All of the work I put into Destiny 2. If that got fucked up...I don't even know...

I was looking forward to Red Dead on Tuesday. Guess not now :/

I work my ass off and some ghetto trash cocksucker robs me. I lived my whole life staying out of people's business. Staying in my lane. Keeping out of trouble. Keeping my head down. Not bothering anyone. This is what I get? Always being empathetic. Putting myself in others' shoes. Thinking about how others feel and react.

Nah. Fuck me. Fuck me in my ass, right?

That guy, better pray to whatever diety he believes in. I'm taking everything legal action possible against him if he's caught. I will gladly fuck his life up. I'll make sure he never makes a decent living ever. I'll make sure the system fucks with him for the rest of his days.

You have plus right ? Then you should be fine, your saves and Games are fine . Relax, focus on getting your stuff back .good luck
 

DeadlyVirus

Member
Oct 29, 2017
1,254
I immediately changed my passwords and safe guarded my accounts. As of right now, they're fine.

If anything happened to my PS4 account, I'd fucking die. 11 years worth of digital purchases, plus...DESTINY. All of the work I put into Destiny 2. If that got fucked up...I don't even know...

I was looking forward to Red Dead on Tuesday. Guess not now :/

I work my ass off and some ghetto trash cocksucker robs me. I lived my whole life staying out of people's business. Staying in my lane. Keeping out of trouble. Keeping my head down. Not bothering anyone. This is what I get? Always being empathetic. Putting myself in others' shoes. Thinking about how others feel and react.

Nah. Fuck me. Fuck me in my ass, right?

That guy, better pray to whatever diety he believes in. I'm taking everything legal action possible against him if he's caught. I will gladly fuck his life up. I'll make sure he never makes a decent living ever. I'll make sure the system fucks with him for the rest of his days.
If you changed you PSN password, then you're fine.
Destiny stores your progression on ghe servers, so no worries there
 

Qikz

Member
Oct 25, 2017
12,467
I'm sorry to hear that OP. It's one of my biggest fears whenever I leave home. I don't really have anything that's worth much money wise, but it still scares me.
 

MazeHaze

Member
Nov 1, 2017
8,575
This happened to me last year. Luckily i had renters insurance and was able to replace most of it pretty quickly. They cut me a check about a week after I filed my claim. If you don't have renters insurance, get on that asap, best 10 dollars a month I've ever spent.

I also immediately purchased a home security system, and the piece of mind is so nice. I can pull up a live feed of my house on my phone whenever I want. This already paid for itself. Bought an OLED to replace my stolen TV, and a couple days later the thief returned while I was at work. Kicked my door in, but that 90 decibel alarm siren scared them away, they didn't take anything.
 

enkripted

Member
Nov 9, 2017
22
I am sorry to hear that pal.

Just one question: did you post a pic of your collection on this forum or another? Maybe social media?
 

Kyuuji

The Favonius Fox
Member
Nov 8, 2017
32,005
Man.. this is really horrible to read. Sorry to hear you're in this situation. Absolutely pursue what you can with the police, and also if you have your serial numbers for your machines anywhere report them to Sony, Nintendo etc. The police will find them useful as well, as they can keep a tab of if one comes back online. I went through the same thing when living in a shared house in Uni, and had all of my tech stolen. Unfortunately didn't get anything back but fingerprints were taken from everyone in the house, and serial numbers taken. At the very least it's an avenue of possibility.

I really hope you get your stuff back, and find out who it was definitively. I completely get where you're at but try to stay afloat for a bit, hopefully it won't be long until you're back popping Dregs.
 

ridge_racer

Member
Nov 27, 2017
135
So so sorry to hear. I had my home broken into years ago and the fucking thieves took my PS2 w/ my 60gb HDD that I used to play FFXI on. Also my Gamecube + games.
 
Jan 2, 2018
2,027
I'm so sorry to hear that man,really,
I hope your insurance will cover it all,and wish for the thieves to get hit by a truck.
 

WITHE1982

Member
Oct 28, 2017
293
Damn OP I hope you get through this OK.

I can relate to how much of a horrible experience it can be as we we're burgled a few years back and all they took was a Blu Ray player.

Turned out one of the culprits was my own wife's brother who was an addict and had robbed various family members in the past. He was arrested, charged and got a massive £80 fine.

Since then neither my wife or I have seen him as I've promised her and her family that if I do then I'd not be responsible for my actions.

In my case it was a £50 player which he sold for £10. I just couldn't imagine losing all my gaming related stuff. I'd be absolutely devastated.

TBH though the material loss isn't the hard part. The hard part is coming home every day after that with a knot in the pit of your stomach thinking it could happen again. Even now, after more than 3 years, the first thing I do when coming home after work is check all windows and doors. It's the feeling of being violated and someone entering your sanctum uninvited that really effects you.

I hope you have decent insurance OP and get the majority of your stuff back. I understand that some things have a sentimental value but as long as you're safe then then mental scars will heal and you can make new gaming memories to replace the old. It'll also be a good chance to beef up your home security to make sure it doesn't happen again (or at least serve as a deterrent for would-be thieves).
 
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Jamie

Unshakable Resolve - Prophet of Truth
Member
Oct 27, 2017
940
Keep strong, OP! I'd feel the same way if my stuff was stolen, so vent all you want and hopefully you feel safe and happy again.
 

Ayirek

Member
Oct 27, 2017
4,252
Holy shit, OP, I'm sorry this happened to you but I'm glad you're okay!! It sounds like they knew of your collection beforehand. Maybe a maintenance worker or something? It seems strange that nothing else was taken or disturbed.
If you need anything, send a PM.
 

Premium

Banned
Oct 27, 2017
836
NC
Your renter's insurance should cover your losses (to a degree). Granted you won't get the items back but having funds to repurchase some of that stuff is better than the alternative.
 

Verano

Banned
Oct 30, 2017
975
Damn PXG...I was gonna ask you to carry to me for the last wish raid ...I hope you get all your shit back and have them thieves arrested and charges to the fullest extent of the law
 

Mitch

Banned
Oct 25, 2017
1,226
Read this last night before bed. It gave me such a gut wrenching feeling. It's one thing to lose all of your belongings, but it's entirely different when someone invades your privacy. Your home is sacred. A safe place for you to relax and get away from the world. I'm glad you were able to get a few of your belongings back, but I know it doesn't make this situation any better.
 
Oct 27, 2017
2,481
United Kingdom
It sucks, but it's just items at the end of the day. The anger will go down.

Hang with your girlfriend/friends and think that it could have been a lot worse. Material possessions don't ultimately matter.
 

Kaako

Member
Oct 25, 2017
5,736
Damn, sorry to read this PXG. That fucking sucks and I hope they find the thief soon and sort this out.
 

WildWayz

Banned
Oct 30, 2017
285
Dude, I really don't want to come off as a dick, so please understand that is not my intention.

But... I'm actually pretty worried about you. I know nothing of your life other than what you've said on this thread. However, it is not healthy to lock yourself away like this.

I've always been an introvert. Hated socialising. Would spend all my time in my room playing games. Heck, my parents would take away the modem's PSU to stop me playing all through the night (but i'd sneak it back).

I had a completely different world I lived in, that I called "the virtual life" - this was the early 90's...

I believed everything people said online when on BBS or IRC. They were my friends. They knew me. They cared. I didn't need "real life" friends as I had them. If people took away my ability to talk to them, I felt like they took away my only social outlet....

Heck, even what I did in the 'virtual life' didn't mean anything as it was 'virtual'.

I managed to drag myself out of that life, got married etc but still had this 'real life' and 'virtual life' persona. I don't have friends, even now at 40 - however, I am in a better place now as I have family. I ditched the 'virtual life" persona as it caused massive problems with my marriage.

My worry for you is that you've distanced yourself from reality; even if you are functioning ie working - you are still escaping something as outside of work, you go into this different world. It's not good for you. There is a massive world out there to explore. I'm not saying to ditch gaming, after all I am here... but try to get out more - be less dependent on it. Use this robbery as a way of finding yourself again.

I'd like to think that we are a community of gamers, so I for one am always open if you ever want to talk. I've been through shit. Seen shit (yeah, including finding a dead body!) and come out of it a stronger person.
 
Oct 27, 2017
2,481
United Kingdom
The OP already explained his situation in that he isn't really close to anyone and gaming was his escape from all that.
Oh, okay, well that's a shame.

But maybe this is a chance to fix that? Less time gaming, more time making friends. Could be a positive - once you're free from a 'collection' you sometimes feel liberated.

But obviously it fucking sucks to have your shit stolen with no control over it, so anger comes first.

If gaming is an escape to a problem, fix the problem. Then gaming is just a fun hobby!
 

Booker.DeWitt

Member
Oct 25, 2017
2,844
Dude, I really don't want to come off as a dick, so please understand that is not my intention.

But... I'm actually pretty worried about you. I know nothing of your life other than what you've said on this thread. However, it is not healthy to lock yourself away like this.

I've always been an introvert. Hated socialising. Would spend all my time in my room playing games. Heck, my parents would take away the modem's PSU to stop me playing all through the night (but i'd sneak it back).

I had a completely different world I lived in, that I called "the virtual life" - this was the early 90's...

I believed everything people said online when on BBS or IRC. They were my friends. They knew me. They cared. I didn't need "real life" friends as I had them. If people took away my ability to talk to them, I felt like they took away my only social outlet....

Heck, even what I did in the 'virtual life' didn't mean anything as it was 'virtual'.

I managed to drag myself out of that life, got married etc but still had this 'real life' and 'virtual life' persona. I don't have friends, even now at 40 - however, I am in a better place now as I have family. I ditched the 'virtual life" persona as it caused massive problems with my marriage.

My worry for you is that you've distanced yourself from reality; even if you are functioning ie working - you are still escaping something as outside of work, you go into this different world. It's not good for you. There is a massive world out there to explore. I'm not saying to ditch gaming, after all I am here... but try to get out more - be less dependent on it. Use this robbery as a way of finding yourself again.

I'd like to think that we are a community of gamers, so I for one am always open if you ever want to talk. I've been through shit. Seen shit (yeah, including finding a dead body!) and come out of it a stronger person.

listen to this guy OP.
 

Aldi

Member
Oct 27, 2017
4,634
United Kingdom
That sounds terrible OP. I hope you somehow recover your things and they catch the culprit.

Saying that, I have no faith in the legal system in the UK. So I'd be inclined to take matters into my own hands if I knew who had done this to me.
 

Kyuuji

The Favonius Fox
Member
Nov 8, 2017
32,005
It sucks, but it's just items at the end of the day. The anger will go down.
Hang with your girlfriend/friends and think that it could have been a lot worse. Material possessions don't ultimately matter.
See:
Being a gaming enthusiast site, all of you understand.

My games are more than just material items. More than just expensive toys that I busted my ass to afford. They're memories. They're a means to escape and temporarily forget the troubles and monotony of reality.

For instance, I play Destiny 2. I play A LOT of Destiny 2. I have a lot of online friends, none of which know in person or live anywhere close to. That social interaction has now been severed. So that means no raids, no nightfalls, no Gambit, no PvP, no clanmates or friends at all until...who knows. Thank goodness I'm mostly "done" too. I just hope I don't miss any new secret discovery. I pride myself and work very hard in-game to be among the first to have or do whatever new thing(s) come out. I seriously don't wanna be left behind or have to catch up.

Destiny is basically my only social outlet besides work and seeing my parents once a week for dinner. So now, I dread coming back to a (violated) home that is virtually empty. No means to connect. No means to share my hobby and love for a game and community I love. No Red Dead Redemption 2 either. So all of the initial hype and neat little discoveries will likely be spoiled too. I'll get to play it, eventually. But it won't be the same.

My point is that for the time being, my life is literally going to be working, eating and sleeping. I already have no social life and barely make enough money to survive. Now I'm reduced to basically no means to take my mind off anything. No means to give myself a semblance of illusion of happiness and social connection with others. So after working all day, there's nothing to look forward to. I won't look forward to coming home, the one place where I'm supposed to feel safe. The one place I can relax and pursue what I want, even if it's just a little. That little bit was taken away.