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I've never wanted kids at all and married someone who feels the same way. I got a vasectomy at 22 and it was a great decision.
I enjoy spending time with my wife and I enjoy spending time by myself. Both of those would suffer greatly with kids. We also enjoy having two incomes without the worry of providing for children.
It was never really a question for me. I always wanted kids and I wouldn't have married someone who didn't. Now that I have kids I couldn't be happier.
I'm just speaking for myself here, but I don't think I've ever blamed my parents for giving me life in a world that had its own share of problems when I was born.but most of all I don't want to see my offspring grow up, realize that the world is utter shit, and then turn around to look at me (and my wife) and say "You... you did this to us. Why?"
I wanted to give him a better life than he was having. So I requested I be made his guardian and his mom agreed, so I've been raising him as my own. His mom lives in Mexico.
That said, raising him thus far as been simple. Way easier than people make it out to be
No free time, no social life, no money, no fun. It's a complete and total lifestyle change that has all in all been a complete negative for me.
How long have you had him?
What has changed after having him? How did you have time for him, time for you and your partner, and time for yourself?
I'd rather not give up a huge chunk of 18 years of disposable income and free time.
I was not going to have kids because I never thought I could stomach the vomit and poop, that was the only thing scaring me away.
But I got over the sensitive stomach with age.
I clearly remember one single time raising two baby girls when the shit was so bad, I tagged out half way through the changing and my wife finished. Only once, but it is a moment forever engraved in my memory. Oh my lord it was bad.
My wife just gave birth to our son two months ago. I wanted to be childless but she insisted so that was that.
1/10 do not recommend. No free time, no social life, no money, no fun. It's a complete and total lifestyle change that has all in all been a complete negative for me. I will never understand why people lie to themselves and say this is what they wanted in life as it is nothing but drudgery in reality. The momentary and fleeting seconds of joy are absolutely not worth it. Having children is nothing but a chore, frankly. I'm struggling to see why people consider this fulfilling, to be honest. I was more fulfilled by pursuing hobbies and work than I have been with my son thus far. He's a good kid and cute and doing very well but people make it out to be like this event that will alter your life in such a way that you'll be happier than ever. Honestly it seems to me that it's like saying "Oh yeah I took a second job where I don't get paid at all and have no free time and it's fantastic, completely changed my world!"
That said, raising him thus far as been simple. Way easier than people make it out to be. I expected to be constantly stressed and faced with actual difficulty but there has been none. It takes nothing but time and money, rather than any real effort or difficulty. It feels like people who say parenting is hard basically just lack any semblance of patience or have never actually done anything hard.
My wife just gave birth to our son two months ago. I wanted to be childless but she insisted so that was that.
1/10 do not recommend. No free time, no social life, no money, no fun. It's a complete and total lifestyle change that has all in all been a complete negative for me. I will never understand why people lie to themselves and say this is what they wanted in life as it is nothing but drudgery in reality. The momentary and fleeting seconds of joy are absolutely not worth it. Having children is nothing but a chore, frankly. I'm struggling to see why people consider this fulfilling, to be honest. I was more fulfilled by pursuing hobbies and work than I have been with my son thus far. He's a good kid and cute and doing very well but people make it out to be like this event that will alter your life in such a way that you'll be happier than ever. Honestly it seems to me that it's like saying "Oh yeah I took a second job where I don't get paid at all and have no free time and it's fantastic, completely changed my world!"
That said, raising him thus far as been simple. Way easier than people make it out to be. I expected to be constantly stressed and faced with actual difficulty but there has been none. It takes nothing but time and money, rather than any real effort or difficulty. It feels like people who say parenting is hard basically just lack any semblance of patience or have never actually done anything hard.
My wife just gave birth to our son two months ago. I wanted to be childless but she insisted so that was that.
1/10 do not recommend. No free time, no social life, no money, no fun. It's a complete and total lifestyle change that has all in all been a complete negative for me. I will never understand why people lie to themselves and say this is what they wanted in life as it is nothing but drudgery in reality. The momentary and fleeting seconds of joy are absolutely not worth it. Having children is nothing but a chore, frankly. I'm struggling to see why people consider this fulfilling, to be honest. I was more fulfilled by pursuing hobbies and work than I have been with my son thus far. He's a good kid and cute and doing very well but people make it out to be like this event that will alter your life in such a way that you'll be happier than ever. Honestly it seems to me that it's like saying "Oh yeah I took a second job where I don't get paid at all and have no free time and it's fantastic, completely changed my world!"
That said, raising him thus far as been simple. Way easier than people make it out to be. I expected to be constantly stressed and faced with actual difficulty but there has been none. It takes nothing but time and money, rather than any real effort or difficulty. It feels like people who say parenting is hard basically just lack any semblance of patience or have never actually done anything hard.
There's a pretty huge difference between having a child of your own and getting into a relationship in which there is already a child. It's not uncommon that when you get into a relationship with a single parent, their child will resent you because they see you as an outsider and even if there is no chance of it happening, they might still wish for their biological parents to be together.I lived 5 years with an ex that had a girl who was 5yo when we started dating.
I really had difficulty adapting to a child's point of view. It was giving me stress to no end. Am I doing things right etc. The kid saying, you're not my dad.
Heck, I had enough at the end. It was much energy for not a lot of love or fun in return. Hence, no, I will not have kids.
I mean, I'm not trying to sell you on it all or anything, but the bold is definitely just, well, you. People (most, anyway) who say they enjoy their kids or the experience aren't lying to themselves. There's a lot of drudgery, no arguments there, but if you go in not wanting kids it's (understandably) going to color your experience. The no social life, no money, no fun isn't some immutable kid-state either. It does get better and you will be able to balance stuff. You're only at the 2 month mark, after all. When the kid gets a bit older and starts sleeping through the night, taking regular naps, etc. you'll be able to reclaim some of your time.
All that said, if it is as easy as you say, why is it dragging you down so much? Are you a guy, by chance? I only ask because for a lot of guys (my husband included) it was really hard to make any connection with the grub like thing that shits all the time until she was ~6 months and started developing a personality. I think it's tougher for guys in that respect for sure.
As for the "people who say parenting is hard" bit, that's pretty off base. You might be the most patient and caring and hard working person ever and sometimes the kid will be a struggle to get through every day. Just check out the parent thread for people's experiences. Not everyone gets a baby that is chill or sleeps or is perfectly healthy. I feel pretty lucky with mine as it's been generally what I expected (average difficulty), but my lovely sister got a level zero baby (zero effort needed kid) while my lovely teacher sister in law got a kid that took 3 adults working round the clock to manage the first two years. It's roulette sometimes. You just do your best. Anyway, I hope you find some satisfaction or worth in it in the future, for your own sake.
Your child is only two months old, of course it'll seem like a chore. Your child is depending on you to survive.
I'm not even a parent but this is one of the dumbest things I've ever read.
I'm sure everyone's experience is different, but not having kids does give lots of freedom.What is childfree life like? I want to aim for that lifestyle. What are the weekends like? What is spending time with your friends like?
Are there other family who asks you for favors, such as watching over their kids?
My girls are 3 and 1 so I don't want to claim I have as much experience as others. As for difficulties, when they are really young you don't sleep much. Your life revolves around their nap and eating schedule. Both of my girls hate baths so I get to hear a good constant scream for 10 minutes at a time several times a week. Both girls have had issues with ear infections. One got sick as a newborn and had to stay in the hospital for days.
Even if my kid was screaming his head off for hours on end I wouldn't say it was hard. If you are one of the unlucky people who have to deal with a serious illness I would understand that as hard, but that is not the usual state of things. It's just all dull, annoying drudgery. Hard is working full time while going to college. Hard is watching a family member slowly waste away with a disease. Hard is when your boss gives you a project that is due in two months and needs a year of work, but your entire company's survival hinges on its success. Changing diapers, feeding, burping, swaddling etc etc is not hard. It's easy. It's like washing dishes. You just need two hands to do it. It's easy--it just sucks. Maybe it's different for mothers that are nursing, I could see that, and my wife complains about it, but it doesn't seem like it's challenging her that much at the same time. I could even see how it would put you in hard circumstances financially, but that is not directly the child that is difficult, it's more life being difficult. I just feel the need to vent about it because so many of my coworkers and acquaintances do nothing but complain and moan about how hard it is. One guy whines about how hard it is to take care of his kid then sleeps at his desk.
But yeah I'm a guy. I don't expect I will feel any connection with the kid until it has some sign of intelligence. I don't know how much that will matter. I'm not the type of person that gains deeper fulfillment from relationships as much as I gain fulfillment from interesting experiences. Maybe things will change. I know many friends who when they had kids it hit them like it was some kind of miracle that made their life worth living--even people who swore up and down that they never wanted kids or people that showed no interest in them. I actually like kids, so I held out some hope that it would actually hit me in a similar manner but it was not the case.
So you agree with the statement, but you think acknowledging it as reality is dumb? Ok. Believe it or not when people discuss their children with others it's very uncommon for them to state such truths. If you bring it up many people simply hand wave it away. I think it's better to acknowledge it so people actually look at things critically.
Literally fucking Goals right here, congrats manAlways wanted kids, and always wanted to experience the joy of being a child again while raising one. Wife and I have 2 kids, 1 boy 1 girl.. we hit the lottery so we stopped there even though we wanted more. We're super involved in their lives and its made my life in particular so much more enriched. Currently doing 4 sports, dance, cub and girl scouts all at the same time and I wouldn't want life any other way. We still have hobbies, we just got back from a vacation.. so having kids hasn't limited us at all. Its driven me to work harder and do more things actually.
Currently being 30 something married dude who works a lot and has kids is the single best chapter of my life, far surpassing my entire 20s where I was single and chased girls and partied hard. That was "fun" but never rewarding.
I'm going to probably cry ... a lot, when my kids are grown up :(
How are you preparing for empty nest syndrome?We let nature take Its course. We didn't try to have kids, want to or not want to. Having three kids, never felt like we were missing something else because we spent so much time with our kids. Days we wanted to things without the kids, the grandparents would watch them. They are all old enough to do things for themselves at this point. We don't have to stay home just because there are kids in the house. Pretty soon, we won't even have to drive the two youngest ones since they'll be getting their DL.
You might feel different if that screaming was an every day thing. Or if you had to be the sleep deprived one. Or the one in charge 24-7. Parenting isn't easy, but it is easy to comment from an outside perspective when your own experience has been relatively smooth (as it sounds yours had so far)(congrats, seriously). For my part, I think I "have it easy" compared to many, rather than it being easy. Harder than some and nowhere near as bad as others. Neither of my girls slept properly for the first 6-7 months. My first daughter would wake 6+ times a night to breastfeed and I got maybe 3-4 hours of sleep a night in tiny chunks until I sleep trained her. My second daughter was also a crap sleeper because, as I later found out, she has a cow's milk allergy and was in such gassy pain that she'd wake 3-4 times a night and take 1-2hrs to de-gas and soothe. It was a different kind of sleep deprivation, but it was constant and I'm the stay at home parent so I couldn't just tap out. I had to care for both kids (2 under 2) even if I'd had no sleep for days. It was hard. I broke a few times because a human can't function all the time like that. If you look at my tag you'll see I work in games. I used to do crunch until my hair fell out and I dropped to 97lbs. I know what it's like to work hard. This was harder.
For the breastfeeding thing, give your wife waaaaaaay more credit. Even if she likes it, it's painful and draining, and if she doesn't (like me) it's mentally awful on top.
For the dad thing, yep. There's not much to 'connect to' at such an early age, tbh, so don't worry about it. You don't seem particularly bothered, but you mentioned the miracle thing so there's that vs. the reality that still might weight on you. It's kind of the same for many moms too, though. I'm not the homemaker type and though I wanted kids I personally roll my eyes at the whole love at first sight thing. I'd kill anyone threatening my children, but there was no teary eyed moment of gushy love. It was all practical until I started getting to know what I'd helped create. They're damned interesting, though! Just wait till your kid hits 18+ months. Way more fun and weird.
I cant even talk to women. So theres no chance in hell im getting married. I would rather fight someone than try to talk a women.
Empty Nest syndrome?
Always wanted kids, and always wanted to experience the joy of being a child again while raising one. Wife and I have 2 kids, 1 boy 1 girl.. we hit the lottery so we stopped there even though we wanted more. We're super involved in their lives and its made my life in particular so much more enriched. Currently doing 4 sports, dance, cub and girl scouts all at the same time and I wouldn't want life any other way. We still have hobbies, we just got back from a vacation.. so having kids hasn't limited us at all. Its driven me to work harder and do more things actually.
Currently being 30 something married dude who works a lot and has kids is the single best chapter of my life, far surpassing my entire 20s where I was single and chased girls and partied hard. That was "fun" but never rewarding.
I'm going to probably cry ... a lot, when my kids are grown up :(
When the kids move on with life and "leave the nest" and it goes back to just you and your spouse. The syndrome part is the unexpected effects of not having kids around can have on your mental health.