Being sober does suck, having to confront the absolute state of the world, ravaged by capitalism, climate change, a pandemic, and the starvation and exploitation of so many people, and being powerless to change that in any way that matters. I drink too. If it were legal I'd do edibles instead though or maybe go to the doc and get a prescription for benzos. Drinking is cool but the mornings are... often unpleasant. It still beats being sober all of the time.