My phone was ringing off the hook despite living in CA. When I finally answered it was my girlfriend. She was in a panic and tried to explain. She described it as a bomb because it was early on before she saw footage. I basically said "yea that shit has happened before" and hung up to get a few more hours of sleep before school. I didn't have cable and didn't even get local channels so I had no idea what was happening.
I didn't realize the gravity until I was on the school bus. Kids were crying. The bus driver kept telling us it would be ok. It was unusually quiet. One of my closest friends was Pakistani and she was frightened of what comments her dark skin would invite. She wasn't wrong. Seconds off the bus one of her friends said "your people did this" and she ran to the office and stayed there.
It was a school for people who were booted from regular HS, and I went to a special part of the school, with 18 kids total spread across two classrooms, for kids with mental, physical, and learning disabilities. When we got there, we were all put in one class with the desks removed and all chairs in a circle. We talked for 5 hours with no instructions. They let us vent until two kids started getting racist, and they took them outside.
All I can say is it was wild and emotional. I mostly sat and listened. There was a black girl in our class we all called Queen Teema, and she went from class clown to the voice of reason like a light switch. She was not playing on the racism shit, she was 15-16 and every time somebody brought up race she's shot back, often repeating "this shit has nothing to do with race. Stop bringing up race. They do not hate us because of our races, do not hate them for theirs."
When one of the kids who was saying racist stuff came back in the room he said he was joining the army and started talking shit again. Not to defend him in any way, but he had severe mental disabilities, but I had many good talks with him, and he was a good listener. He was afraid of Teema and she went off on him. He eventually started crying and said "I'm just scared" and started talking about his mom and how lost he would be if something happened to her. We all gathered and hugged him.
They delivered lunch to everyone that day and kept us in class, afraid that fights might break out. It was somber. I was emotional all day but I didn't cry until I got home and my girlfriend came over (she went to a different school). I sobbed and told her I was scared, and apologized for my initial reaction. I don't remember much else from the later part of that day. My pops was a single father living off a construction job in the Bay Area and happened to be working at the airport. He was concerned but couldn't give much thought to it so it was hard to talk to him about what I was feeling.