A depressed child with anxiety forced into life situations his mind and body aren't built for.
Yup. I hated Shinji when I first saw NGE in the early 2000s but after revisiting it as an adult, I completely understand him and feel bad for the kid.
A depressed child with anxiety forced into life situations his mind and body aren't built for.
Yeah, he resonated a lot with me too. Not because I am like him, but I understand the depths that depression make you reach.As someone with depression, he's extremely relatable and flawed.
This.A traumatized child who gets thrust into a horrific situation and reacts accordingly. He makes perfect sense as a character.
this is how I view it as wellA traumatized child who gets thrust into a horrific situation and reacts accordingly. He makes perfect sense as a character.
The director wrote Evangelion as an expression of his own battles with depression.
Most people forget or don't realize that the vast majority of mecha anime are power fantasies for little boys, primarily developed to sell a line of toys. Evangelion was a massive swerve.It's a pretty interesting character portrayal, especially for an anime.
As a teenager I thought he was just a whiny brat even though I understood he had depression and was way in over his head.
As an adult I've grown to appreciate his character an actually see how unreasonable and fucked up everyone was to him. Plus I actually understand the final 2 episodes now, with Shinji rejecting instrumentality and realize he's literally the only character to actually grow stronger/better out of all of this (well, Rei too)
Jokes on you, I do see multiple
I recommend listen to Folding Idea's video essay on EoE
but basically, Shinji is our surrogate/avatar. Anno's view on the toxic fandom changed between the end of the anime and EoE
And I don't think he is supposed to be likable. We can feel sorry about his situation but that doesn't mean he was a good person.
Yeah, I only had a passing familiarity with it when it aired and afterward, but I never actually watched it until it aired on Netflix, and I was impressed by how much effort was put into it. It's fairly mature storytelling.Most people forget or don't realize that the vast majority of mecha anime are power fantasies for little boys, primarily developed to sell a line of toys. Evangelion was a massive swerve.
But even then, does the Angel actually care about Shinji, or is he yet another person using Shinji as a means to an end?
Man I really detested Gendo by the end of EoE
it's the flaws that make him a good character. even back in the early 00's we used to say that people disliked shinji so much because they saw too much of themselves in him and that still holds true.I think he is a good character for all of his flaws, the vast majority of kids put in his situation would likely be equally messed up in various ways.
One thing I never really picked-up on when I was younger that I now understand as an adult was a specific element of Misato's relationship with Shinji. Over the years she'd managed to compartmentalize all the apocalyptic 2nd Impact bullshit she went through when she was Shinji's age, largely via unhealthy coping mechanisms in her disastrous private life, and now she's the surrogate parent of this train wreck of a kid having to fend off the 3rd Impact. She's forced to dig up the bones of her own lost youth and what she's become. Even moreso when that slimeball Kaji shows up.Yeah, I only had a passing familiarity with it when it aired and afterward, but I never actually watched it until it aired on Netflix, and I was impressed by how much effort was put into it. It's fairly mature storytelling.
Like when the final Angel appears and instead of being some weird monster being, it's just a guy who shows empathy toward Shinji, and Shinji immediately clings to him like a drowning man to a life ring. Throughout the show, the Angels were trying different tacks to break into the HQ, and finally figured out at the end that all you need to do is extend some common humanity to the most emotionally vulnerable kid. But even then, does the Angel actually care about Shinji, or is he yet another person using Shinji as a means to an end?