After much thought and reflection the past couple of days I've come to the conclusion that transitioning is not a solution for me.
I will never be able to repair the damage done by 25 years of testosterone and male socialization. Passing is an impossibility given my bone structure and I will never be able to see myself as more than some crude embarrassing facsimile of a woman.
I'm going to see my family one last time next week for thanksgiving and after that im eating a bullet.
Thanks for the advice, but I don't think I will be hanging around this thread any more.
I will never be able to repair the damage done by 25 years of testosterone and male socialization. Passing is an impossibility given my bone structure and I will never be able to see myself as more than some crude embarrassing facsimile of a woman.
I'm going to see my family one last time next week for thanksgiving and after that im eating a bullet.
Thanks for the advice, but I don't think I will be hanging around this thread any more.