Today I was thinking back to about the mid 2000s. I was a young Jehovah's Witness and I was starting to question my belief in the religion. Little threads that kept me attached to it were starting to break, and the big one was about to be torn to shreds.
Jehovah's Witnesses stand firm that evolution is not real. It is a large part of the religion, so much so that during the time I was a member they had a recurring feature in their bi weekly magazine the Awake that asked the question "was it designed?" (Or something like that) that talked about amazing features of animals and how things like the suction cups of the octopus couldn't have just come about by chance.
My brother had secretly started leaving the faith and would try to convince me that evolution was real, but I had none of it. Eventually I would start to research it, and a pit grew in my stomach when certain aspects of evolution started to make more sense than what I was being taught. It was a several year process that sent me spiraling into a depression. And I do mean years.
There is one moment during this time I will never forget. An issue of National Geographic came in the mail and it posed this question on the cover: Was Darwin Wrong? It actually got me excited, as I anticipated a truly in depth dive into the possibility that evolution was not the answer (I was ignorant at the time, give me a break). In what was probably the biggest gut punch of my life, this is what I came across when I opened the magazine up to find the article:
I can't say for sure if reading this article was what made me switch, but it was definitely the defining moment for me. Several years later I would leave the faith for good and never look back. To this day this image pops up in my head, and I'm sure a lot of people were amused by the trolling but for me it practically changed my life.
For former creationists, what was it that made you start questioning things?
Jehovah's Witnesses stand firm that evolution is not real. It is a large part of the religion, so much so that during the time I was a member they had a recurring feature in their bi weekly magazine the Awake that asked the question "was it designed?" (Or something like that) that talked about amazing features of animals and how things like the suction cups of the octopus couldn't have just come about by chance.
My brother had secretly started leaving the faith and would try to convince me that evolution was real, but I had none of it. Eventually I would start to research it, and a pit grew in my stomach when certain aspects of evolution started to make more sense than what I was being taught. It was a several year process that sent me spiraling into a depression. And I do mean years.
There is one moment during this time I will never forget. An issue of National Geographic came in the mail and it posed this question on the cover: Was Darwin Wrong? It actually got me excited, as I anticipated a truly in depth dive into the possibility that evolution was not the answer (I was ignorant at the time, give me a break). In what was probably the biggest gut punch of my life, this is what I came across when I opened the magazine up to find the article:
I can't say for sure if reading this article was what made me switch, but it was definitely the defining moment for me. Several years later I would leave the faith for good and never look back. To this day this image pops up in my head, and I'm sure a lot of people were amused by the trolling but for me it practically changed my life.
For former creationists, what was it that made you start questioning things?