Couples Therapy or find someone who will fulfil your sexual needs.
Not sure if any sort of therapy can change your sexual desires however ..
Not sure if any sort of therapy can change your sexual desires however ..
This really makes me question things. Something's going on here that's deeper than a preference or a hang up on a specific act. The back and forth is either a form of abusive manipulation or she has some major issues she needs to speak with someone and iron out, not so you get blowjobs but because that can't be healthy for her either.There was a long period where she had zero interest in sex and kept turning me down. She actually told me she could "go her whole life now without it" even though she has had multiple sexual partners and seems to really desire for me to give oral when I make a nod to it. I just want to work with her and see if we can figure this out.
Stop wanking for at least 2 of 3 weeks. It's pretty likely you'll see a huge change in the sensitivity. After that don't wank so often and when you do, try having shorter sessions if you're having any long sessions now and try to be gentler (after the break it should be enough).I do wank often and I believe that is the case. I think I'm a bit rough on myself, but I have no idea how to fix the sensitivity.
Oh yeah, that sounds similar to my husband with the "ready any time!" mindset lol. We are each other's firsts and there are lots of things he wants to try, especially because porn is such an inspiration for unrealistic pleasure, but I am fairly open with him discussing stuff and also watching and commenting on the porn with him so he understands me own thoughts and perspective (like if I think something looks painful-like you see a girl ramming her full nails into another girl--wtf man! lol).She says she had a low libido and I notice it often. I am like your husband and have a fairly high one - I've joked to her before that I am almost sex ready anytime. Have you two ever encountered an issue (that you're willing to share of course, no worries if not) in which one partner wasn't interested in doing something, but the other partner really wants to?
I think you need time apart from each other to figure out what you deserve. Because at this point it seems like you're settling. Having more experience with others is crucial to figuring yourself out.
This is a red flag to me. Affection shouldn't be transactional (score keeping, etc.) in a relationship, but both people should have their needs met. It doesn't feel right that she enjoys oral from you without reciprocating occasionally. Or at least, trying to find some other way to make things enjoyable if there are certain things she doesn't want to do.I meant that I am really interested in sex (mainly because it's so new and exciting to me) and want to do almost every sex act under the sun. She just wants p to v sex or me giving her oral.
This is a red flag to me. Affection shouldn't be transactional (score keeping, etc.) in a relationship, but both people should have their needs met. It doesn't feel right that she enjoys oral from you without reciprocating occasionally. Or at least, trying to find some other way to make things enjoyable if there are certain things she doesn't want to do.
I want to reiterate that your desires are valid and important in a relationship, just as much as hers are. What you're asking for isn't unreasonable. Talking, therapy, and other ways to come to a compromise are good steps, but it may come down to the two of you being incompatible at this point in time.
Years ago, I matched with a woman on OKCupid who, after some discussion, mentioned she wanted her partner to beat her. Hard. Like, leaving serious bruises and welts all over her body (not her face, though). Now, I'm pretty kink friendly, but that just wasn't something I could do unless I knew the person exceptionally well. I made some other suggestions, but she let me know it was the most important thing to her, so we went our separate ways. Neither of us faulted the other, we just didn't match on an important issue.
I think you need time apart from each other to figure out what you deserve. Because at this point it seems like you're settling. Having more experience with others is crucial to figuring yourself out.
This is a red flag to me. Affection shouldn't be transactional (score keeping, etc.) in a relationship, but both people should have their needs met. It doesn't feel right that she enjoys oral from you without reciprocating occasionally. Or at least, trying to find some other way to make things enjoyable if there are certain things she doesn't want to do.
I want to reiterate that your desires are valid and important in a relationship, just as much as hers are. What you're asking for isn't unreasonable. Talking, therapy, and other ways to come to a compromise are good steps, but it may come down to the two of you being incompatible at this point in time.
Years ago, I matched with a woman on OKCupid who, after some discussion, mentioned she wanted her partner to beat her. Hard. Like, leaving serious bruises and welts all over her body (not her face, though). Now, I'm pretty kink friendly, but that just wasn't something I could do unless I knew the person exceptionally well. I made some other suggestions, but she let me know it was the most important thing to her, so we went our separate ways. Neither of us faulted the other, we just didn't match on an important issue.
It's really difficult because we love each other. Intensely, like we have a lot of shared experiences that brought us closer together. I'm worried that if we broke up, not only would I be devastated - I would lose all the self confidence in the world. Last time I dealt with a breakup, I ended up not dating anyone for 3 years.