Bummed and torn today. I'm supposed to go to a show tonight for a couple punk/emo bands I've been listening to a ton lately; was super stoked to go. DC declared a state of emergency yesterday. Some venues in the city have called off their events until April, but this particular one has not. I don't think there will be more than 2-300 folks at this show, but a small space with a bunch of sweaty, screaming, moshing people sounds like it could be a coronavirus wet dream if a single person in the room is infected.
Idk. I know the safe and smart thing to do is not go. But I've been anticipating this show for months now, and my best friend is going with me and he's not super concerned (with this particular show at least). I'm gonna feel like a bit of a dick if I make him go alone, or be the catalyst for him not going too. But I would feel awful if this was the reason I got this shit too.
Don't get me wrong here, I'm highly leaning not going, but just feeling bummed and wanted to vent. This would maybe be my final moment of recklessness before hunkering down if my workplace wasn't dragging their ass on letting us telework, but I almost certainly will have to come to work tomorrow and probably into next week at this point too, and I do not want to be the person who gives this to my older coworkers because I decided to put myself into a potential spread hotzone for a couple hours of fun.
I'm hoping the venue cancels at the midnight hour so I don't have to feel like it's on me for not seeing the show my friend and I have been yearning to go to for months, but I'm not holding my breath at this point.