Hey all, I'm feeling super hopeless right now. Last month, January 21st to be exact, I started getting flu symptoms (runny nose, feeling unwell/weak, and sore throat), and I asked my mom for some over the counter flu medicine, as I felt too bad to go pick them up myself, a week later I got fever and did the same, asked my mom for medicine, as the concern kicked in (had the fever for 2 days), then felt ok, a couple days later from then, I developed a cough, and thought better safe than sorry, again (sorry mom, really) asked for over the counter medicine and masks to protect those around me, in some way (in addition, I'm currently unemployed and rarely leave my room, now more than ever), the cough went away a week later but I kept using a mask, as the cough left me feeling agitated and my breathing ability felt slightly abnormal and deteriorated. Fast forward to last Sunday, my breathing got worse, way worse, the shortness of breath was clearly present and panic followed, never felt anything of that sort, not even close, so I called my mom and told her if she could pick me up and take me to the doctor, at this point in my mind, public transportation was not an option (what if I indeed carry the virus?), nor borrowing her car and going alone, I don't know how to drive, plus it would not be prudent to drive while you feel like you could soon cease to breath.
Once there, I was told I had arrived with hypertension, again, never had that, I told them about my previous flue symptoms, the fever and the cough, and my inability to breathe properly and how I felt like the air I breathe is not enough and the hunger I desire for more oxygen, as if my lungs don't expand properly every time I try to inhale air, and touched on my concerns about the coronavirus (which was met with silence). A blood test, an x-ray of my chest area, and an hour of IV fluids later, they told me the blood test came out completely fine and the x-rays only revealed very, very minimal inflammation but came out majorly fine, after I got the results they sent me home with a prescription including a strong anti-biotic and naproxen (anti-inflammatory) and gave me the order to call them in a week if my high blood pressure failed to stabilise itself (weird as hell). I'm also immunocompromised and as a result, a germaphobe, which I let both the doctor and nurse know, they pretty much shrugged it off.
My shortness of breath is still there, at times I feel it's getting worse, and I've been checking my blood pressure manually every day since my visit to the doctor and it's not going down. Last night, I called the doctor and told him about it, and he told me to get medication to lower my blood pressure and didn't say a thing about my shortness of breath, despite the fact that asked him for an opinion regarding that.
I can't go to another doctor because I can't afford it at the moment, and I'm scared to rush to the less costly general hospital, because there's lots of people there, and am afraid because going by my current and previous symptoms, the probability of being a carrier is quite strong I'd say, and the last thing I want to do, is to expose a building full of the weak and ill, and in my experience, doctors here are clearly not prepared for this and are not being cautious at all. I will have to wait three more days to go visit another doctor, in the meantime I will continue to isolate myself. And before people say "if you haven't been to a place with confirmed cases, then there's no reason for you to worry, there's a higher chance of dying from *insert another tragic cause here* then the coronavirus", as if that means anything, considering tests are scarce and a bunch of countries don't have them, which means, no kits equals no confirmed cases, no confirmed cases does not equal no cases, regardless, it doesn't need to be me the one who travels, when other people do.
The downplaying of the coronavirus here is real, people in general are not alert and treat it as a joke, my mom seems concerned but doesn't take most precautions seriously, her boyfriend is mostly unbothered, my sisters and father are completely unbothered, "the flu kills a lot of people every year", etc... My father's hand washing habit is weak as hell. It's so frustrating, I feel alone.