I've never really been into sim racing. I love racing games, but mostly stick to arcade stuff. I think the closest thing to a sim racer I ever got really into was Driveclub. Or maybe Sega GT 2002 way back in the day. But I never really "got" sim racers. Lately I'd gotten the urge to play a racing game. At first I figured I'd just redownload Driveclub, but something about the impending server shutdown soured me on that. A lot of the fun I had with the game was beating my friends' times on the leaderboards, and if all that is going to go away in a few months, then what's the point? So I decided to look around for something new. There's a bunch of racing games on sale on PSN right now, and I looked into several of them. Dirt Rally, Dirt 4, the Project Cars games, etc. Even tried the PCars 2 demo and pretty quickly realized that it wasn't for me. Then I thought about Gran Turismo Sport.
At first I dismissed the idea of picking it up. After all, PCars didn't click with me, and GT is a sim just like PCars, right? Then I started reading a bit about the differences between the games, and noticed the general consensus was that GT is much friendlier to newcomers than PCars. Then I noticed that GT is only $20 now. But I still wasn't quite sold. There was still the worry that I'd bounce off the game like I had so many other sim racers in the past. Then I started looking at the track selection in GT, and noticed the Tokyo Expressway stages.
I think that did it. See, back in the Dreamcast days, I had a lot of fun with the Tokyo Xtreme Racer games. I've missed that franchise a lot (bring it back Genki, you cowards), and seeing that I could somewhat recreate that experience with GT Sport was what finally pushed me over the edge and convinced me to try it. So I picked it up. And after a hefty 90-ish GB download, I started it up.
I started doing some time trials to get a feel for the controls, and right off the bat I was surprised at how well I was doing. Not great by any means, but I was hitting corners alright and not throwing myself into barricades too much. Then I took a look in the options and realized why I was doing so well. Auto braking was turned on. I turned that off and immediately realized that yeah, I had some practicing to do. So I hit the driving school tests. They were tough, but manageable. Definitely not nearly as insurmountable as I remembered the ones in GT2 being. Eventually, I got gold on all of them. All, that is, save for the last one.
This was my "the real Gran Turismo starts here" moment.
The final driving school challenge is a time trial on Dragon Trail Seaside. 1:50.200 is the target time for gold. My first successful lap (after many, many restarts) was 1:57.xxx. And I have to admit, I nearly gave up there. How was I going to shave a full seven seconds off my time? That seemed like an incredibly tall order. But I kept trying. And trying. And trying. A couple hours later, I had gotten my time down to 1:54.xxx. Good enough for silver, at least, but still not the gold I needed. After several more tries, frustration was setting in, big time. I took a short break to eat, and decided to check out a Youtube video for some tips (which, in retrospect, I should have done much sooner than I did). When I resumed, I took what I had learned from the video and tried to put it into practice.
And...it still wasn't enough.
For some reason, however, I kept trying. Over and over and over. I can't even estimate how many times I ran that course. Almost certainly over a hundred. After a while though, something clicked. My times started going down. 1:53, 1:52...suddenly, the gold medal didn't seem all that impossible. Several more attempts later, my time was down to 1:50.3xx. I was so close. Frustratingly close. It had been five hours since I had started my attempts on the final stage. I probably should have stopped playing long before this. But at this point, I was so close that I couldn't stop until I got the gold.
And a few attempts later, it finally happened. 1:49.306. I had done it, and nearly a full second faster than I needed, at that.
To anyone reading this who's deep into GT, I probably sound like a child celebrating the first time they tied their shoes on their own. But at that moment, I felt like I'd conquered one of the greatest challenges I'd ever encountered in my nearly three decades of playing video games. And I also started to feel like I finally "understood" Gran Turismo. I'm still very much a beginner, of course, but the game doesn't feel so unapproachable and intimidating anymore. I'm working my way through the missions and GT League stuff now, and it's all going pretty well (except for when the missions throw a rally stage at me, dirt tracks are the worst). It's probably the most fun I've had with a racing game in a long, long time. And this goes without saying, but man is the game ever beautiful to boot. It's an absolute joy to play and I'm so glad I gave it a chance, and glad I didn't give up on that last lesson, even after hours of consecutive failures.
So yeah, GT Sport. It's good. Real good. And while I'm probably not going to venture online any time soon, I'm gonna keep plugging away at the single player content (of which there's a ton now, by the way) and enjoying every fun and sometimes frustrating moment of it.
(And maybe one day I'll stop being a baby and actually learn to use MT. Told you I'm still very much a beginner!)