I remember her, she was one of the OG Youtuber I watched. I enjoyed her content enough back then. I don't remember when I unfollowed her, probably because her content wasn't speaking to me anymore, she could get a bit slut-shamey at times. I checked on her here and there for years afterwards, and was pleasantly surprised at the changes she made since. I never tried to look for the videos she privated (some I didn't even know existed, like the Nicki Minaj one and the rap part one), but I'm glad she did. But I remember the gendered ones, and the slut-shamey ones for sure.
I'm also glad she made this apology. It's not my place to accept it on behalf of POC, but for the slut-shaming part, I definitely think she grew a ton since then, and I'm glad she acknowledged it here and owned up to it. It takes courage to make this kind of video, and I welcome it. Whether it's a permanent or temporary one, her taking a step back can also possibly be a good thing. I hope not permanently though, but I understand if people don't wanna see her again, people are entitled to not forgive if they feel she hasn't earned it still. And it's not my place to do it for them.
She posted this on the 31st of May, pretty early into the protests:
And also acknowledged the existence of white privilege back in 2017: