How do you all do it, Era? How do you manage to keep moving every day when everything we ever see is just infinite, unending bad news?
I'm so tired. I haven't seen my family in person in a year, I haven't dated anyone in even longer, and I haven't been on stage in even longer than that. I haven't had a video game truly excite me in ages, no movies are coming out, and TV is almost completely gone. I have to channel any positive energy I can even generate into my job, which leaves me with absolutely nothing left in the tank when I have any personal time. My roommates and I have virtually nothing in common, and we live such different lives I can't really talk to them about anything. I've essentially spent every single day of my life since this quarantine started stuck in the same room, all day, every day, and every night. The only time I leave my house is to go to the store to buy food or go to the doctor.
I don't want to do this anymore. I'm tired of feeling like a human rain cloud. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up for six months, nine months, a year, I don't know how long. I want to feel like anything can make me happy again.
How do you do it? What keeps you all going? I feel like my soul has stopped breathing.
I'm so tired. I haven't seen my family in person in a year, I haven't dated anyone in even longer, and I haven't been on stage in even longer than that. I haven't had a video game truly excite me in ages, no movies are coming out, and TV is almost completely gone. I have to channel any positive energy I can even generate into my job, which leaves me with absolutely nothing left in the tank when I have any personal time. My roommates and I have virtually nothing in common, and we live such different lives I can't really talk to them about anything. I've essentially spent every single day of my life since this quarantine started stuck in the same room, all day, every day, and every night. The only time I leave my house is to go to the store to buy food or go to the doctor.
I don't want to do this anymore. I'm tired of feeling like a human rain cloud. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up for six months, nine months, a year, I don't know how long. I want to feel like anything can make me happy again.
How do you do it? What keeps you all going? I feel like my soul has stopped breathing.