Do you watch any game streamers OP? I've been going through some lonely times because of life circumstances and the pandemic, and those have helped me at times where I've been feeling lonely. I recommend Jerma985, Vinesauce Joel, or Vinesauce Vinny. They are very laid back, funny, and play a wide variety of fun (or stupid) games. Even got me to pick up a few. They have a bunch of clips on YouTube, too. Here's a couple of my favorites!
And good luck with your school search! I did my grad school applications last year and while stressful, I got into the college I really wanted to go to! I almost didn't apply as I felt I wouldn't get in or a GRE waiver I would need, but it all worked out cause I gave it a chance. I hope you're able to find a school you like, too.