So sorry for your loss . It's impossible decision but kids are very fragile and a liability with some dogs.It's so surreal. My dog would be hanging about in my room. But she no longer is... God damn it hurts. Or I'd always wake up and she'd be there. I really hope time can heal this.
My dog is very sweet she loves to climb up and give you hugs but I realised at some point that she's also skittish and nervous . When my baby was about 6 months I turned around for one second and the baby somehow crawled over and grabbed her. She freaked out and lashed out luckily just trying to get away but bit my daughter on her forehead. I was like holy fuck that was like 3 inches from her eye . I had to gate the dog sometimes and work on both of them when possible . Now my daughter is like 30lbs and dog is like 12lbs so it kinda sorted itself out but for a while I was wondering if id have to give dog away or leave at parents for a while. Luckily they came to a truce it was so stressful