32+ if ever. I suppose it taking so long is combination of being pretty awkward, anxious and prone to social exhaustion even with friends and family (I was diagnosed with Aspergers as a kid so that's probably a big factor too). It's hard to imagine actually ending up in a relationship, as well as to imagine managing an one night stand, even when I managed to get on couple of dates in my 20s it all just dried up into just chatting and I never got idea how to make social interactions romantic or sexual. In all honesty it does depress me quite a lot, but can't really figure out any other solutions than just hoping for luck in the future.