Just came across this thread. Trust me when I say that you are not alone, and that you are stronger than you think. Just making this thread showed incredible strength, and deep down, a desire to be heard.
We all feel weak and unworthy sometimes, hell, most of the time, but the reality is that we aren't weak, and we aren't unworthy. We're all trying to navigate this crazy, fucked up world, but the only way we'll really be able to do that is together, and with empathy and understanding.
If you need someone to listen to what's on your mind, and you're too afraid to talk to the people closest to you, my door is always open. Feel free to shoot me a message anytime, and I'll do my best to be there for you.
This goes for anyone reading this comment. None of you have to suffer and struggle with your demons alone. Hit me up anytime.