I keep being told how suicide is "a permanent solution to a temporary problem". What if the problem has been going on my whole life, and ending it is the best solution?
I keep being told "No, life gets better", but the more I do, the worse it gets. All Life has shown me is that it would be preferential to go out before the end of the year rather than continue until nature takes its course. My biggest regret in life is surviving two suicide attempts. There isn't anything in life i find fulfilling anymore. I'm emotionally exhausted and just don't care anymore because there's nothing worth caring about. I don't have much money or willpower for therapy. My last therapist gave me an epiphany that all I have left in my life to do is to die, and I really wish it would hurry the hell up.
I keep being told "No, life gets better", but the more I do, the worse it gets. All Life has shown me is that it would be preferential to go out before the end of the year rather than continue until nature takes its course. My biggest regret in life is surviving two suicide attempts. There isn't anything in life i find fulfilling anymore. I'm emotionally exhausted and just don't care anymore because there's nothing worth caring about. I don't have much money or willpower for therapy. My last therapist gave me an epiphany that all I have left in my life to do is to die, and I really wish it would hurry the hell up.