The OP says he is going to George Washington Bridge
The OP says he is going to George Washington Bridge
I don't want to say anything to anyone but I'm going to kill myself soon. I just want to disappear you know.
I don't want to say goodbye.
I just started school and I'm not doing good. I just don't have enough time this semester. There is a ton of reading I just don't have time for.
I'm tired, and I've been having violent panic attacks.
I think about cutting classes.
It's hard. I'm not sure if it's just anxiety.
My classes are very open ended as opposed to the ones last semester.
I plan on going to the George Washington bridge and jumping. I'm just very tired.
I got five a's once. I also got four a's once. People told me I was smart.
I'm just so tired.
My work and stuff you know.
I'm really tired. I'd love to go to sleep. Wake up happy.
Yeah I'm really tired. I want to go to sleep. Wake up happy.
-Williams last words
Just going to an emergency room will help, I've had to do it when feeling like I was a danger to myself when I was struggling.There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
Just stay here and write about anything and try to get to an emergency room. We are here for you and we want you to succeed in life. Please just talk about how you are feeling.There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
Oh cool there you are. How is it going? I read about the stress with school and such, that really is some shit.There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
Dude, you be iiiiiiight. Fuck school or any problems you see. IDK I guess just try to get out of your head for a bit. A crazy sprint for as much as you can can do wonders in the moment. You have the freedom to just go out and fuckin' run. Try that ol' fella out. Sorry, not so good at conveying what I'm thinking. But you'll be fine, one day at a time. One hour by a sign.There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
I'm in class. Just want to cry.
I don't think I deserve to have to kill myself. I just hate life as it is.
You don't really get help for that, for being born poor.
There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
I'm in class. Just want to cry.
I don't think I deserve to have to kill myself. I just hate life as it is.
You don't really get help for that, for being born poor.
There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
I don't think I deserve to have to kill myself. I just hate life as it is.
The Holy Bible
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Revol
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Mausoleum
Faster
When I was in Boston I was in and out of psych wards. I really don't want to again. I'm 28 it's a good age to die.
Live? How was it? I know I got some memorable live shows.My favorite album. I even got to see it live in Boston.
Thank you.
Made me cry a little.
No, it isn't. I'm 28 as well and we're still young enough to change our lives. You have so much ahead of you. Please don't do this.When I was in Boston I was in and out of psych wards. I really don't want to again. I'm 28 it's a good age to die.
There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
I'm in class. Just want to cry.
I don't think I deserve to have to kill myself. I just hate life as it is.
You don't really get help for that, for being born poor.
How little is your little brother? Could you go back to your parents? Tell them how you feel? In your situation I understand that it seems easier to just give up. I've been there myself. But so much good shit can be just around the corner. You need to speak to someone...and I don't mean us. And I don't mean people paid to listen. I mean friends and family, the closer the better. People who can help take that weight off your shoulders. People who wouldn't let you come into harm's way. People who can take you in and give you time to heal and better yourself to get out of an industry that is litterally killing you.
There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
I'm in class. Just want to cry.
I don't think I deserve to have to kill myself. I just hate life as it is.
You don't really get help for that, for being born poor.
When I was in Boston I was in and out of psych wards. I really don't want to again. I'm 28 it's a good age to die.
oh dude, gender studies is my jam. what sort of weird things are they having you do that are making it difficult?I was studying gender studies. It's so weird, they come up with all these really weird ways to make it hard. Like I have to do a few of these strange things I'm not even sure how to do for a few chapters and I just don't have time to read everything.
Posting this stuff here must mean you somewhat care. You're still young and have a whole life ahead of you man. Don't go cutting it short because work and school or whatever is going bad for you right now. Things do change.There aren't any psych wards in NYC. Sorry. I can't check myself in.
I'm in class. Just want to cry.
I don't think I deserve to have to kill myself. I just hate life as it is.
You don't really get help for that, for being born poor.
When I was in Boston I was in and out of psych wards. I really don't want to again. I'm 28 it's a good age to die.