Being able to look at your life and think "this isn't doing it for me" takes a lot of inner courage, and he's very lucky that he seems to be in a position where he's comfortable to drop any kind of constant he might have as far as his professional career and jump into something new with both feet. It would be silly for him to deny the obvious desire that he has to leave and pursue something new, whatever that may be.
I think that for some, it may seem like madness. Kyle had what many would call a dream job. But dreams and aspirations change. I know that in my line of work, I'm constantly looking to be challenged, to find a new opportunity to discover how good I am, how hard I can work and how talented I really am.
Something that's really resonated with me for a while is a comment that Jones made on the main Podcast about the volatility of certain media. I think it was referencing backwards compatibility and the preservation of games. He likened it to a Michael Jackson gig. You can't do that anymore. It's gone. The people that were there got to see that and no one else ever will. And in a way, that's what makes it special, it's what makes anything special. It being a volatile, fleeting moment in history makes it special, gives it more substance than if you were able to revisit that moment willy nilly, whenever you want.
Kyle in the Easy Allies is kind of the same. It's sad now, but it's not like it was for a short time. This iteration of the Allies last for 4 years, longer if you count GT. It might take a while, maybe months, maybe years. But eventually you will be just glad that you got to be there. It's weird how we can need to grieve over the unlikeliest of things. But we do, it's what makes us people, and it's what let's us know how much something meant to us.
Good luck Kyle. I wish you all the best! 😊