I have a pretty contentious relationship with my dad. From perusing /r/raisedbynarcissists, I see a lot of my dad in there. He can never admit to being wrong, he can never genuinely apologize, always framing it as "well it's your fault for taking offense", almost always finding a way to put you down. His way is the only way to do things, and nothing can change his mind.
The main difference from most of the extreme cases of the subreddit, is that I know that my dad does care about me and my siblings. He will always help us if we need to, he will contact us and check how we're doing, and he will show genuine anger if we're wronged by anyone.
When he does help, he will often do it with the context of "you better appreciate this", no matter how small or big the favor is.
In November I moved back to live with him in Sweden as I had lived abroad for 6 years. I got a job that was remote but required me to be in Sweden (my "motherland"), and I needed some time and resources to get settled with an apartment. I've finally gotten an apartment and I'm moving on April 1, which he will help me move everything to.
It's been pretty arduous, but I've tried my best to stay out of his hair, not aggravate or upset him. It most definitely reminded me a lot of the difficult years when I lived with him due to me not being financially stable enough to get my own apartment (took a while for me to be employed 100% by my then employer).
I thought that it could be due to us not communicating enough, and I remembered him telling me like a decade ago "you never care about me or what I do". I thought then that the best thing to do was to just show interest in what he was doing. What I would do is whenever I went up to the floor where he lives, I would ask him what he's watching on TV, try and start a conversation. I would do this multiple times a day, starting conversations about everything, even sports that I have no interest in but he loves to death.
He still didn't ask me a single thing about what I do, what I like, not even asking what my job is. He would pretty much only ask me how things were with my family and friends. I even told him numerous times about the podcast I have with my two friends, and he hasn't even asked about it or if he can listen to it. It has been very much a one-way street in terms of communication.
Since I'm now moving, I thought it's better to just get it out. I told him "I think it's a bit sad that you never ask me what I'm doing when I'm always asking you".
This is how the conversation went:
- Him: "*Chuckling* You mean when you asked me right now about the movie? That must've been the one time you've done it."
- Me: "No I do it almost every day, here are five examples from the last three days"
- Him: "Well we don't really have that type of communication" (still chuckling)
- Me: "But I'm trying to achieve that type of communication"
- Him: "But when am I supposed to ask you? I never come down to your room? You ask me when you come up here. And besides, you're mostly playing games so what do I get out of asking about games? I don't know anything about that stuff"
- Me: "I don't know or really care about sports but I still ask you and try and find some interest in it with conversations"
- Him: "And it's really nice that you do"
And this is when I realized that my mom never asks me either. She has never shown any interest or asked questions about what music I'm listening to, what shows I'm watching, what movies I like, what games I'm playing and what they're about.
Is this normal or do I just have two parents that just don't care? Do parents usually ask you for details about your interests?
The main difference from most of the extreme cases of the subreddit, is that I know that my dad does care about me and my siblings. He will always help us if we need to, he will contact us and check how we're doing, and he will show genuine anger if we're wronged by anyone.
When he does help, he will often do it with the context of "you better appreciate this", no matter how small or big the favor is.
In November I moved back to live with him in Sweden as I had lived abroad for 6 years. I got a job that was remote but required me to be in Sweden (my "motherland"), and I needed some time and resources to get settled with an apartment. I've finally gotten an apartment and I'm moving on April 1, which he will help me move everything to.
It's been pretty arduous, but I've tried my best to stay out of his hair, not aggravate or upset him. It most definitely reminded me a lot of the difficult years when I lived with him due to me not being financially stable enough to get my own apartment (took a while for me to be employed 100% by my then employer).
I thought that it could be due to us not communicating enough, and I remembered him telling me like a decade ago "you never care about me or what I do". I thought then that the best thing to do was to just show interest in what he was doing. What I would do is whenever I went up to the floor where he lives, I would ask him what he's watching on TV, try and start a conversation. I would do this multiple times a day, starting conversations about everything, even sports that I have no interest in but he loves to death.
He still didn't ask me a single thing about what I do, what I like, not even asking what my job is. He would pretty much only ask me how things were with my family and friends. I even told him numerous times about the podcast I have with my two friends, and he hasn't even asked about it or if he can listen to it. It has been very much a one-way street in terms of communication.
Since I'm now moving, I thought it's better to just get it out. I told him "I think it's a bit sad that you never ask me what I'm doing when I'm always asking you".
This is how the conversation went:
- Him: "*Chuckling* You mean when you asked me right now about the movie? That must've been the one time you've done it."
- Me: "No I do it almost every day, here are five examples from the last three days"
- Him: "Well we don't really have that type of communication" (still chuckling)
- Me: "But I'm trying to achieve that type of communication"
- Him: "But when am I supposed to ask you? I never come down to your room? You ask me when you come up here. And besides, you're mostly playing games so what do I get out of asking about games? I don't know anything about that stuff"
- Me: "I don't know or really care about sports but I still ask you and try and find some interest in it with conversations"
- Him: "And it's really nice that you do"
And this is when I realized that my mom never asks me either. She has never shown any interest or asked questions about what music I'm listening to, what shows I'm watching, what movies I like, what games I'm playing and what they're about.
Is this normal or do I just have two parents that just don't care? Do parents usually ask you for details about your interests?
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