Hard to say... I used to think my goals were ambitious as a kid. I wanted to be a pro artist. I wanted to make influential media that inspires people. I wanted to be a game developer. I wanted to have a best friend who really understood me. I wanted to be cool and confident. I wanted to have my own place with a game room and an art room and eat ice cream whenever I wanted. I wanted to go on adventures.
Now I actually achieved all those things. But from the outside looking in it doesn't always seem too decadent or anything. I could tell you i bought a modest 2-bedroom apartment, i have a boyfriend, I make 3D assets all day for a big company, i earn about £25,000/y, i travel sometimes, i have a group of friends i really like, i have a fridge-freezer and a purple sweater dress that i think looks cute. I have everything I ever wanted. Now I don't really know what else I want. Bigger house? More time to game? Trip to japan? Fuck I would like that actually yeah.
But in my early 20s i used to work really really hard thinking I still needed to do more even after I had my job. I thought I needed to like get a website and work on my own franchise and personal brand or whatever. I'd get home from work and try to work on comics and shit for hours. Started trying to design a game. Designed business pitches. Even though running a business would be stressful and I just wanted to chill and play games. At some point I just decided to try doing whatever I felt like when I got home from work, just chill and play games and watch tv. And yknow, my life really improved lol.
It has taken me a really long time to come to terms with the idea that there's a vast difference between wanting the title and prestige of being something like a doctor, professor, or lawyer rather than actually wanting to do the job day in and day out.
It sounds pretty basic but I think our society can pressure lots of people when we are younger into those more "prestigious" fields that in our adulthood we may end up feeling like a bit of a failure when we obviously don't follow those paths.
So now I try to think on things that are self actualization goals more than anything - real bucket list items. Try to strive for public service (volunteering), expanding friend groups, learning instruments/languages, appreciating the arts, continue learning on subjects of interest and that sort of thing.
I think this is very true. I think as a kid you get told what you want and its all very theoretical and there's also this feeling like you owe big success and prestige to like your parents or society or something. You get taught that being unproductive in careers or relationships is somehow... immoral. As you get older you might learn that looking after yourself, learning and improving, figuring out happiness and trying to share those things with the world is a much better value for a person.