Thank you, and it's crazy how us older guard feel the desire to be there, like we need to be there and support our brothers/sisters/NB's.Spent the day shoveling and playing Control and come back to all of this mess. No way I can address it all so I am going to hit a few points.
First to all other members of the trans community. I won't leave, I was born angry and always have some kind of bug up my ass regardless of whether it's about my gender identity or not and I don't scare easy. But if anyone does I get it, and your not in the wrong, I probably SHOULD leave, I just won't. But if anyone does don't get banned, keep access to your account at least for PM's, my ear is always open and so are others.
And if there is movement we need a discord or something completely in our control, it's the individuals that make the community and I would miss so many of you.
Next, I have said this before and would like to co-sign Kyrona 's post about Kyuuji and the pressure and burden that is put on her, it's not fair to either her or the rest of us.
Beth Cyra if you need to leave do so but don't disappear. As an older person who has been active in forums for decades while I don't want to put a burden on you either you are an elder stateperson in these circles and your contributions are invaluable, though again I get it when you've been around this long and the things that happen (and a lot of posters don't seem to realize this issue don't go away when logging off, just being in the real world as a trans person is a seesaw between anger and fear on a daily basis for lots of us) I am sure you are tired, I know I am.
But other than looking into changing my screen name soon I'll still be here if people need to back and forth, and our own space where those who stay and those who leave can stay in contact would be nice.
Last I am at the point I support and will give support to our community, but I have no more interest in fighting with astroturfers and shills about my humanity over their game. In fact I think it's pretty shot even for good games and for once I agree wholeheartedly with PlanetSmasher, hype threads in general are just useless, at worst situations like this, but even at the best they mostly just contribute to fanboy warring and my game/console/hypemeter is bigger than yours type bullshit.
I could go on and on but would rather not, just choosing to address the few points I felt a need to, now I am back out to play Control, love to all those who deserve it, you know who you are.
I won't disappear, I've decided I'll simply ask for a 90 day ban and take a break and then I'll come check in on everyone. I'm glad your sticking around, we need more like you.
On a side note: I just started Control, it's got some cool stuff going on, so I hope your really enjoying your time with it.