Sums up exactly how I feel.
I'm long term sick and my health is only gonna get worse, other parts of my life have started falling apart the past 2-3 years, I never know how each day is gonna go, is it gonna be the normal sucky day or the extra sucky day where I'm filled with anxiety and dark thoughts and just dreading being awake for the shit that happen out of nowhere.
AEW Dynamite has been something to look forward to the past six months, something that banishes the misery away if only for a couple of hours every Thursday morning. I am incredibly grateful and thankful for having AEW to raise my spirits.
Fuck this virus so very, very much.